Cogito Ergo Sum

I think therefore I'm a thinker...


First and foremost, this writing is hard to understand. It contains my dreams and my ways of thinking. As a whole, i call it "my way of life". It'll be a lil difficult and confusing to write and it's hard to understand by the readers, since i won't write in clearly about what i thought, and what my dreams are. But what the heck.. this is my blog, I can write everything i want.


For me, there are two ways of making a good living. One is the result of hard work, and the other is the result of the imagination, which requires works too, of course. It is a fact that labor and thrift produce a competence, but fortune, in sense of wealth, is the reward of something that hasn't been thought of before.


My aim is to establish my own "successful-way" which is the result from my imagination. But, as far as i concerned, I have a tendency to waste a lot of my energy in worry and anticipation. Including my dreams. And the (i don't whether this is a good or bad) thing is, the goal of my planning and doing is to find the true meaning in life. Well, a peace of mind, of course. However, I know that the sum of all the possessions i have now, do not necessarily add up to Peace of mind, but, i'm sure it can, if i devote myself to real accomplishment of self rather than doing-unimportant-neurotic-combat.


Some of my friends say that I'm too conscious of success, and some say what a lame dreams. Well, I am NOT. My reason of doing and achieving all of my dreams are not the sole of objective in making money. I enjoy teaching and helping people, I would like to have a well-to-do home for my family, i like to originate something.. and the last but not least I don't really worry about the reward. My contribution will be the measure of my reward and success.


But once again, I HAVE A TENDENCY TO WASTE A LOT OF MY ENERGY IN WORRY, which leads me to be a daydreamer and NEVER start achieve it.


Tonight, I talked to my dad about my way of life and he said: "success comes to those who become success-conscious... and I see this success-conscious in you. But if you don't aim at an object, how the heck on earth do you think you can get it??"

At some point, i got his point.


in conclusion, may i say that NEGATIVENESS very often unknowingly creeps up upon us.. and it helps occasionally to STOP all thoughts.




*najiiiiis...tulisan gue kenapa tiba-tiba kaya Dalai Lama gini siih.*