Becoming "L-Size"

I had a long stare at myself in the mirror today. No no.. not in the admiring way but more on the HATE way. I can NOT accept the fact that i'm gained weight now. Even my boyfriend noticed that, he said "baby if you realized, you gained a lil weight now..." (boy.. never said that such thing to a woman yah, specialy when they are in PMS period!)

Do you know how depressing i am when i look into the mirror and to only fine a "not so hot woman" looking back at me, which is clearly my self?

So, okay. I'm officialy getting fat. Big deal!